[Emptiness... Nothingness... Love...] December 20, 2010

What You are...

There is a thought of becoming someone and Some Body,

There is a thought of doing something,

There is a thought of being useful to someone,

There is a thought of being someone else,

There is even a thought of ending life,

There is a thought of lighting and watching the smoke go by,

There is a thought of hiding the my outer appearances,

And there is a thought saying who are you to catch these thoughts and make it your own?

Then I say to thee, what am I?

I am not the thought which often comes and goes,

And which pulls me away,

Though they come and go... quietly I know these belong to someone else,

And I have captured them, stolen them, borrowed them and even have given it my name.  

What sort of thought fills, the holes created by me, is my choice;

Thought is an energy that fills into any empty space.

Thought is a dimension that exists in a dimension which is serene,

There is a thought of creation,

There is a thought of manifestation,

There is a thought of improving,

There is a thought of choosing the path,

There is a thought of being,

There is a thought of feeling empty nothingness,

There is a thought of being connected,

There is a thought of my love and being in love,

There is a serious need to be these thoughts,

I am not the thought;

I know I cannot be, 

There was a thought before I was born,

And the thought was nothing but the emptiness itself. 

But the thought is becoming me is more than ever;

What am I?

If I say, I am emptiness, then I know not what it means;

If I say, I am nothingness, then I know not what it means;

If I say, I am creation, then I know not what it means;

If I say, I am love, then I know not what it means;

If I say, I am you, then I know not what you are;

Show me what you are? 

I need to see you;

I need to feel you;

I need to hear you;

I need to understand you;

There is an ‘I’ in me;

In you there is no you.

When you show me who you are;

When you show me what you feel like;

When you show me how to understand you;

Only then can I free me;

There is no need to seek for anything;

And there is no you or me;

But only Creation;

Only Emptiness;

Only Nothingness;

And only Love in completeness;